White Deficits

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My love, for 2025 I wish you all the best,

I hope you have vacations and can rest.

I need to say it, there is no other way,

here at the German bay.

I love you from the bottom of my heart,

my beloved sweetheart.

I love you without condition,

I just have to increase my physical ambition.

My heart is crying,

there is truly no denying.

Each cell of my body hurts,

the frequency of my heart has a different hertz.

I regret my qualities do not match your high expectations,

and we don’t share a language, being of different nations.

My French…oh dear, I have to learn,

smooth communication is what I will earn.

Dis-moi, je t'écoute.

I will not press the button “mute”.

I see within me there are plenty of deficits,

here is my certificate of indebtedness.

Forgive me I am not what you need,

be lenient, this is what I plead.

Word of honour, I will increase my market value,

so that you can re-value.

For one year I miserably failed in igniting the love flame,

what a golden shame.

 Please give me the chance to properly “apply”,

I try to be not so “shy”.

When is it the time to let go?

I truly do not know.

I feel all alone and hopeless,

where do I belong? I feel roadless.

Where is my pride?

Where can I hide?

I can hardly bear anymore this painful longing,

this passionate feeling of belonging.

Que je t´aime,

how much I desire to be your femme.

Heart pain, where is the cure?

I will work on finding one, I succeed for sure.